Friday, 15 May 2009

A cynic?

Are you a cynical person? I've started to think I'm. I am always surprised by goodness in the people. Like just recently I won a book on the internet contest and the author not just sent me a book (that was a stated prize) but also bookmarks, calendar, mouse pad... I was so surprised. I always expect the worst from people. I wasn't like this before, but after many unpleasant surprises and betrayals from close persons, I just don't expect anything. Maybe this is a safeguard. I was always considered strong and trustworthy. I never panic and always trying to be honest. But today I came to realisation that I'm starting to become a cynic. I don't want to be that grumpy old lady, so I have firmly decided that from now on I'll be a happy person full of trust in people (humph...). So, what about you?


  1. Hi there Host!

    I went through a stage where I didn't feel very trusting of people at all because of some let downs. However, it passed and now I just try to take one day at a time and focus on the good things. Life is too short.

    And, there are tons of great folks out there with good intentions...

    Best Regards

  2. Welcome Lea! I'll try to believe in people until they prove me wrong :)