Are you a cynical person? I've started to think I'm. I am always surprised by goodness in the people. Like just recently I won a book on the internet contest and the author not just sent me a book (that was a stated prize) but also bookmarks, calendar, mouse pad... I was so surprised. I always expect the worst from people. I wasn't like this before, but after many unpleasant surprises and betrayals from close persons, I just don't expect anything. Maybe this is a safeguard. I was always considered strong and trustworthy. I never panic and always trying to be honest. But today I came to realisation that I'm starting to become a cynic. I don't want to be that grumpy old lady, so I have firmly decided that from now on I'll be a happy person full of trust in people (humph...). So, what about you?